The longest days ever are days like today..... I sit here with a red and green and white blanket on me, that my daughter Grace put on me almost a week ago. I sit at my home office desk working and my little angel baby says my feet look cold and she took the blanket off her baby she plays with to make me warm.Little does this baby angel of 5 years know this is the EXACT blanket her mama and daddy brought her home in so fragile and so scared we were to take care of her. I told her this and she smiles with her eye dimple beaming bright. I love you mommy, can we have some popcorn and a movie with you when your done working? Yes of course, who can resist such beautiful angel twin daughters? Not this mom.
The little things matter. The older my daughters get the more I learn from THEM. When your daughters ask you every hour if your almost done and how much longer... you get kind of frustrated because you just need your work done. But when your daughter hugs you and says she hates your job because she just misses you hugging her and she will be willing to watch your lame Lifetime movies. Now that is true love. :-)
The little things I love so much is the smells of my girls. I love they love my lotion and perfume smells and it seems like the perfect obsession of each other, but unknown at times also. Nights like tonight I look around my house and think of 100 things me and my beautiful daughters can make and bake and cook and design of Pinterest. My little best friends. I don't feel whole when they are gone. I love their laughter. I love their smiles. I love their love. I love so much about them I can't even begin to say it all. It's all the little things.
I love the way my girls play with their babies and name them. They do so much as little mamas and they don't need advice. They know. Their mommy loves them now and forever and I love when I hear them talk to their babies, like I have talked to them. Baby, your mommy loves you so sleep now, okay and when you wake up we will play...... I hear Laura say to her baby with only one leg. (the other one fell off and she don't care as much as I do). She just cuddles her and holds her tight. I love that moment. Especially when I see her do what I so often do to my baby girls. I see her glace at her baby and back at our disney movie and kiss the top of her head. Warms my heart.
I love my daughters so much. God saved me by sending them to me. I often call them my angel babies...it's true. They are my everything and they are so pure and innnocent and fun. I love seeing the fun side of me thru them. So much. They helped me so much. I thank God for both of them. People think my life must be so hard because of twins. Ha. I think and say. I'm double blessed. I needed both of them. I have so much love in my heart and I'm blessed. Truely blessed.
