Look at life through the windshield, not the rear-view mirror

You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you. ~ Sri Ram

Today is a beautiful day outside. Today is a day I am so thankful for the many blessings I have. I am a very blessed woman. I'm 31 years young. Full of life. Healthy. I have two beautiful daughters who are full of life and healthy. I have a 7 year old siamese cat that has slept with me almost everyday of his life when I'm home. I have a great circle of friends that I know I can count on.

I can say I'm happy. The most happy I have been my entire life. I know exactly what it is. I am finding myself.

I for once am single. I have always been a girl in a relationship and never really knew who I was fully til I became single. The single life is not always fun. I hate sleeping alone all the time, but then I again I love having my whole leopard printed bedding and my pillows to myself. I always thought of myself as weaker person. I am not! I can do so many things that I never thought I could do, in the process I have been able to mark some stuff off my bucket list. I went to a friends play all by myself. I have never done that. I ate at Subway all by myself. I found out, it's not so bad!! I love being able to walk around my house, work on little projects like painting and I can sing in my shower at the top of my lungs. I can make and eat whatever food I want. I have been cooking more.

I feel like now I'm too picky. I have went on a few dates, they have been nice. If I had to describe My prince charming: Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you. They are not perfect but are always perfect for you. THE MOST attractive thing about someone is their smile. Someone who wears the same face no matter who they are around. Someone that is physically attractive--that takes care of themselves and wears good smelling cologne. Perfer someone who does not smoke. Someone who likes adventure & likes to be spontaneous. Someone who avoids drama. A person that likes to hit the town for fun, but then can lay on the couch and snuggle with a movie. Above all I want someone to be honest and open with their feelings, good-bad-or otherwise. I admire people who are like this

I always felt like all my life I have done and conformed to what other people wanted of me and somehow I lost myself. I'm not saying I'm 180 difference. I'm just knowing what is right, what is wrong. I need to say sorry more. I need to love people even when they are being mean. I need to be that person God has called me to be. It's not always easy to do the right thing. But I can go to bed at night so much easier. I beleive in being yourself, being honest and open. Love other people even if they are going to hurt you. Because it's the right thing to do.

Today I choose to LOVE.