I would describe myself as a work hard, play hard type of person. I am honest and loyal and dedicated to the last ounce of my being. I love in my career- beating my goals and striving to help the single people in the world. In my part time jobs- I love making people smile and laugh and have a good time at the bar, I love helping busy people when they need their houses clean. When it all comes down to it, I love helping others and being there for them, because I care. I have a huge heart. In return I get many notes and words of thanks and told that I have impacted their life for the better and made a difference. I love that. You reap what you sow.
I also believe this helps in relationships. I can honestly say there is a huge difference in me now that is way so different than before with me. I gave too much of myself before without making sure it was the right person or people to waste my time on. I was a fixer, I always believed the best in them even when I should have just left them alone. I had a friend who told me some good advice. To not lose yourself you have a few type of people in your life. You have the inner circle, your best friends the ones you would do anything for. You never have to worry about them being in your corner. Everyone else, they are acquaintances. Just know when you do something for them nice, don't expect anything back. Don't think bad about yourself if nothing is reciprocated out of you being nice. Ultimately that is why you do it in the first place is because you want to show you care. Just like friends and relationships. You should never have to fix anyone. They should be complete and ready to be in a relationship with you on any level, wither it be friend or more than that.
I have learned in the process of being alone and really truly opening my eyes, there are people just like me out there. The people that are caring, huge hearts, hopeless romantics, thoughtful, positive and fun loving and just amazing. I have a inner circle of close friends that I feel this way about. I go as far as to call them gems, gems are those amazing people that are a rare find. I also think in this process I have stood back and really watched how people act towards me and others. I believe everyone should take that time to be alone, re-evaluate. What is it they want out of life? How do they want their day to be? Who do they want in it to share it with?
I will tell you what I'm all about and what I want out of this earthly life. I'm about being happy til my last breathe. I want to be always so happy my glass is not just half full, it is overflowing. I want every person that knows me to know I care so much about others that no-one would have anything bad to say. I want God to be proud of the person that I am. I want my kids to look up to me. I want them proud and to know their mom does everything humanly possible to show I love and care for them. Their my most amazing blessing I have. I want my inner circle of friends to know no matter what, I'm there for them. They don't need to talk to me for a day or a week and just know they are loved. It doesn't matter if they live here or somewhere else. Nothing should ever make them doubt your love and dedication to them. I want everyone to know, I'm here. I'm open to talk, I will make you smile if you have a bad day. I can't even count on both hands and feet people that have contacted me because they wanted to get more at peace with their life and want to know how I am so happy. Simple. It's a choice. I want that special someone to say to me your amazing, you make me want to be a better person, you are my better half. I want to walk hand in hand with you forever no matter what because I can't picture one single day without you in my life somehow. Those things will continue and will be my reality. You reap what you sow.
A huge recent reality of mine, is I have this person in my life right now that absolutely is amazing. They are beautiful inside and out. They smile all the time, they are happy, they are genuine. People kept saying to me, look at this person, he is a great guy. I have watched from a distance and just admire a lot of things about him I got to hang out with this person one day and just could have this 6th sense about them, that is so very different. I have kept several of the texts I received in this little vault and I just reread them and smile while I'm alone. Tonight this person sends me a YouTube video song to listen to. I think I sit there and was at the point, do you cry or smile so much your face hurts. It's funny because I did the same thing to him, I sent this song I keep hearing that makes me think of him. I won't reveal this name. I can say though, sometimes unless you just put yourself in certain situations like grabbing them for a kiss, you could have missed that shot. I'm glad I didn't. I'm pretty excited to see where this goes.
I decided to just put myself out there today. I think my own trials and triumphs have really helped others.
Signing off in smiles,
Love Always,
Bambi
I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career .
I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the
game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again
in my life. And that is why I succeed.
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