Somedays I seem super happy....other days I'm super sad. Or anywhere in between. I think this too will pass and the much happier days will come more often. I over think alot of things. WAY TO MUCH! I will wake up all hours of the night worrying and fearing things that I absolutly for the most part have no control over. I have a strong fear of ever being unloved or being alone. Dunno why. Just do. I also hate the fact that most about anyone I have trusted has let me down & I never can 100% trust anyone. THAT SUCKS! HATE IT! I'm scared of the dark...and my cat Romeo has been warming me up as I lay down in my lips sheet set on my bed. I'm sure he feels like the gayest cat ever sleeping in my pink & fushia sheets with lips all across them. HA!
I am suppppppppppppper excited to have "rallied" up almost $300 bucks for Relay of Life. Those who helped so far....... THANKS!! Anything to help, even $10 makes a difference. I'm blessed to have such great friends & co-workers that have helped so far! KEEP GIVING! :-)
TODAY I'M THANKFUL FOR: My kitty Romeo. He is 7 and has slept with me everyday I'm home at my house. LOVE HIM & his furry warm body. Unconditional Love! <3
Fear is only normal and everyone along the line is to blame for mistrust and insecurities... so in fact your not alone....Everyday as I encounter my fears the fears git bigger my mind seems smaller but as the mind gets smaller the concerns get pushed back to the point that there is no more room for fear.Someone who is colorful,creative and decorates their house with pink & fushia sheets it be only a matter of time before she realizes that she is only as strong as her mind...
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